Dried Teardrops

Woke up today with no reason at all to be down but yet here I am crying for absolutely nothing. What is wrong with me? Why do I feel this way? Why can I not be normal? Am I just overreacting? Am I looking for attention?

I know sometimes feeling down for no reason is okay, but why do I feel guilty about feeling like this? Why do I feel weak for feeling like this? All I really want to do is get back into bed and disappear for the day so instead, I forced myself to get up, get dressed, and do some work. I forced myself to sit outside in the sun, the fresh air, and the green nature. 

Being able to tell yourself not to give up is so hard but if you don't do it who will?

“Crying is all right in its way while it lasts. But you have to stop sooner or later, and then you still have to decide what to do.” ― C.S. Lewis

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Flame

Burning brightly 

Burning slowly 

Burning steady 

As the flame flickers

The worries fade 

Your breath thickens 

It quickens

Deep breaths 

Slowly leaving your body 

All I see is smoke 

Trying to see through it 

I'll make it through this 

I always do 

I know I can 

It won't be the first time 

Living day to day 

Minute to minute 

No, second to second 

Just close your eyes 

It gets better 

It always does 

I just need a minute to remind myself 

That I am stronger than I think 

I'll make it through this 

I always do.

"Breathe deeply, until sweet air extinguishes the burn of fear in your lungs and every breath is a beautiful refusal to become anything less than infinite." – D. Antoinette Foy

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Chaos

Smiles on the outside, chaos in my mind. Taking up hobbies and trying to do more. Laughing at your jokes, holding you close. It makes me feel warm. You make me complete. Do you still feel it too? ... 

I know something isn't right but you won't say. You are so strong, you can take on the world. But if you need a hand to hold it's okay to ask. 

I can see it in your eyes but you won't say it. You might have the same feeling but won't admit it. It's this feeling that I haven't felt for a while, it's kind of coming back now and I don't know why ... Invisible and not very useful. Trying so hard, doing everything I can but it doesn't seem to be noticed. Putting everything in and hoping for the best. 

I just want you to know I'm sorry just know that you are not alone. Things change and people change, it's inevitable. Change is scary, yes but here's a thought .... will you change with me? Or will it be too much? Are you going to let me in or push me out? 

Oh, you won't let me in? Well, guess what? I'm still here because I'm not going anywhere. I'm here to stay. 

Like it or not. I'll be waiting right here where you left me. Hoping to see you again. 

“Holding on to hope when everything is dark, is the greatest test of faith.” -  Yasmin Mogahed

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