Apology

Hi Scribblerz!

Today I felt the need to write this because I feel a bit alone ... Ever feel like the people in your life are there but not really there for you? 

I've been feeling this a lot lately, I try sooo hard to make people smile, go out my way to be there for someone but when it's my turn to receive it that long list of people that I'm always there for is never there for me, out of the 20 there's just 2 and there's no one else to blame but myself.

Maybe this is a wake-up call for me, I shouldn't give my all to everyone ... I need to learn to give the same energy back that I get from people because right now I feel like my bucket is empty from filling everyone else's and no one is willing to fill mine up for me. 

So this is an apology to me. I'm sorry for not thinking about you. I'm sorry for making you work so hard. I'm sorry for putting you in a place where you are not appreciated. You deserve better!

"Sometimes you nees to give up on people not because you don't care but because they don't." - Unknown 

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Remember that YOU are in charge of how YOU feel.

Thank you for reading and have an amazing day!

xoxo ♡

Wool

A dull grey tangled ball of wool. 

Twisted, knotted, entangled and intertwined. 

Its rough, stragly and has very little and very tiny speks of glitter in it. 

Shining only under a certain light. 

Suddenly falls into a pool of water.

Getting heavier, it starts to sink. 

Sitting at the bottom, bubbles of air leaving and floating to the top.

Leaving it drenched in water. 

Dark, soggy, cold and vulnerable. 

A lighy flashes.

Warm and bright. 

Strong and happy.

Slowing drying up.

Feeling the warmth.

Shimmering under the light.

Bright and bold.

Colours finally showing.

Bold red, warm yellow, cool blue and fresh green.

Colors only coming through because of the little light it gets exposed to.

Imagine what it could become. 

"Her eyes gave her away, there was a drowning girl behind her smile" - Atticus 

P.S don't forget to share the posts if you like them, comment and if you want you can follow me on Twitter @ShaZia132 because I tweet when I have a new post, subscribe to email notifications, don't forget to share it on all social platforms using the little icons at the bottom because it helps spread the message, but most importantly ...

Remember that YOU are in charge of how YOU feel.

Thank you for reading and have an amazing day!

xoxo ♡