Forgotten

Hi Scribblerz. 

Yes, it's been more than a year. I'm sorry for neglecting this blog. Life has been really, really crazy. 

I'm sure you've heard of a mid-life crisis ... but is it possible to go through one at only 26? 

 Let's do a quick recap before I get to my mid-life crisis. 

 I got married! It's been a whole year that I'm married (I have no idea how that is possible). COVID took over the world. This pandemic has changed so many things and has made me think about so many things that I just take for granted. 

 Now that we are all caught up, let's get to my "mid-life" crisis. I have no idea what I want to do in the future, I am so confused about my career and I can feel myself cutting people off again (some good and some not so good). I've made some new friends (believe it or not), they are amazing people and really help me through the difficult days. My mornings are good but as the day goes by I can feel my brain starting to bubble. If you picture a fizzy drink that you start shaking... the pressure builds and builds and before you can help it the top pops off and everything gets messed. My days go by so quickly yet it feels like it's dragging and everything I do feels like it's of no use anymore. Is it really making a difference? Does it really matter? 

 I think I might need a change ... but I don't know if I'm ready for one. I will need to check in again and let you know about that. For now, here's my parting quote. 

 "Sometimes I'm the mess. Sometimes I'm the broom. On the hardest days, I have to be both" - Rudy Francisco

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xoxo ♡