Tawakkul

Hi Scribblerz!

The last time I wrote I was in a happy place, this time I'm writing because I need a happy place, a place to put everything, so i can physically see everything that is happening around me.

I'm one person with one mind and what feels like a million people relying on me to either be there for them, hold their hand, be their shoulder to cry one or just to simply smile and have a coffee with them.

I'm not sure how some people do it but I don't sleep at night anymore, I feel like slowly I am failing everyone and everything i do is wrong or pushing myself deeper in to what seem like a black hole that is sucking the life out of me so slowly that i will only realize it when it's too late.

I try to take deep breathes and prioritise things but clearly its not working because I'm currently drowning, gasping for air and engulfing more water.

I look to Allah to help me and have so much faith that He will help but my sabr is running thin, I'm being tested for so very long that it now feels like I'm bring punished for what ever wrong i have ever done.

At least there are a few positives from all this, one is knowing I'm being punished in this world so I will have all the riches in the next and the other is this post, i finally wrote something after so long, so yay me.

Today i wont leave with a quote but rather a word, a simple 8 letter word ...  "Tawakkul"

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Thank you for reading and have an amazing day!

xoxo ♡

Peace On Earth

Hi Scribblers!

Okay so first of all yes I know today is the 25th and my post is super late but I'm really sorry because I've been busy with university exams and it's also Ramadan  (the month that all Muslims fast and to all my Muslim reader I hope you are having a blessed Ramadan), which actually brings me to my second topic, Muslims. Yes I am a Muslim and no I don't hate or have anything against lesbian, bi sexual, gay or transgender people, yes I'm talking about the horrible event that happen in Orlando. I may be late to talk about the topic but I would still like to send my love and condolences to everyone who's friend,  family or loved ones were hurt or killed in the disturbing act of hate, may they all RIP.

This brings me to this month's topic which is peace. I believe that peace begins with a smile, if I smile at you and you start smiling at someone else this smile will be spread worldwide, because smiles are not only contagious (trust me you should try it) but they can also change the way you feel without alot of effort.

Peace between mankind should come naturally to all of us but in the world we live in there's so much hate, crime and murder that being nice to someone seems so odd or strange. So why don't we try something? If everyone who reads this post sends a positive tweet out to someone or anyone they know or even just smile at a stranger you'll be making a small difference in the world and who knows it might cause a ripple effect because if we don't spread love, peace and happiness then who will??

"Peace begins with a smile" - Mother Teresa

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xoxo ♡