Chaos

Smiles on the outside, chaos in my mind. Taking up hobbies and trying to do more. Laughing at your jokes, holding you close. It makes me feel warm. You make me complete. Do you still feel it too? ... 

I know something isn't right but you won't say. You are so strong, you can take on the world. But if you need a hand to hold it's okay to ask. 

I can see it in your eyes but you won't say it. You might have the same feeling but won't admit it. It's this feeling that I haven't felt for a while, it's kind of coming back now and I don't know why ... Invisible and not very useful. Trying so hard, doing everything I can but it doesn't seem to be noticed. Putting everything in and hoping for the best. 

I just want you to know I'm sorry just know that you are not alone. Things change and people change, it's inevitable. Change is scary, yes but here's a thought .... will you change with me? Or will it be too much? Are you going to let me in or push me out? 

Oh, you won't let me in? Well, guess what? I'm still here because I'm not going anywhere. I'm here to stay. 

Like it or not. I'll be waiting right here where you left me. Hoping to see you again. 

“Holding on to hope when everything is dark, is the greatest test of faith.” -  Yasmin Mogahed

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